total solar eclipse

homg.
total solar eclipse.
a good excuse to disrupt class and i would not be in school! argh!

going to medical checkup on wednesday and have to rush back to school to help coordinate some silly dance thing.

wonder how am i going to finish up and rush back in time.

been really tired of school, i feel the entire weight of failure pressing upon me once again.
i feel the shiver of an impending doom.
history is repeating itself.
failure to achieve.
rejection.

even drinking and partying has kinda lost its hypnotic appeal to me...
just need someone who really cares and believes in me to encourages me.
to tell me that i am not a lost cause.
not just for pity sake.
or to be polite.

trying to think of a corny title but failed at that =x

wow.
it has been a really long time since i last blogged!

brief introduction to what has been happening should be in order...

went for 987 life's a beach with peeps (20th june i think?)
went for cindy's bbq/chalet on friday where i found out i knew more ppl then i realised...
and somehow i must have knocked myself out in the middle cos i cant rmb anything else that happened LOL
see kids, this is why you should not drink. drinking makes you forget and become stupid. LOL.

met loads of great folks during the holidays.
failed at TRYING to study.
got caught on a new mmorpg game, but getting bored over it.
went for KO night.
turned really old and still getting used to it.
exams started but hell, no stress, cos i know i will fail without studying lol.
hurm.

ciao~ =)
p.s for now.
p.s.s michael jackson died, for the lack of a better word. may his soul rest in peace. we will always rmb him. bless you, king of pop.