Monday, April 27, 2009

susan boyle and the best thing that happened to me today...

in case you guys havent heard of susan boyle, here's the clip.



for a better video which includes cynical responses of the audience before she started singing, please check this link out: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY&feature=related
sadly, embedding this link was disabled.

she is good!
Do not judge her by her looks. Nor even by some of the negative comments.
When she sings, try listening with ur eyes closed. It is quite motivating...

the best thing that happend to me today?
i sat on the same row as my eyecandy for break!
Kept stealing glances. Guilty as charged.
that's not all.
I even talked to her.
For the FIRST TIME!
not exactly a conversation...but i shall work on that!
HURRAY!

liquor for the tired soul~

Blazing hot, the sun was on that bright saturday afternoon.
Foolishly leaving the shelter of my house.
Dreaded every passing moment under the sun as i hurried to meet nic and gang.

Dragged my sorry ass over and waited around for pooh bear to arrive.
Nic brought us to this ramen house.
Small, dim and cosy. Just my cup of tea!

Ordered a EXTRA large portion of cold noodles.
Nothing like cold soba, mind you.
Shared a plate of fried dumplings and being the glutton, i couldnt resist the urge to eat more could i~?
Had a huge onigiri and maaan was i full!

had to rush off to calvin's birthday chalet so i left earlier.
bought tequila and bourbon whiskey.

drink on!
we started around 12:30am?
ha! and guess what? i was the bartender, cleaner and entertainer! LOL
what boring drinks they had! absolut (plain, raspberry, ruby red) and probably another.
Luck, that i brought some!
music blasting, drinks sloshing but no dancing! pity.

played shots. mixed a whole lot. truth or dare. indian poker.
wait...more is to come.

highlight of the evening was when calvin became drunk!
the chinese have a proverb, "a drunk man will speak the truth!"
try it with russell peter's chinese accent...hilarious results guaranteed!
so he started spouting his inner darkest secrets and insulted everyone in the room!
An inch. that was how close he was to getting beaten by everyone.

tempting tempting tempting.
how do those bartenders stop themselves from drinking?
i couldnt!
too many different drinks makes for an upset stomach and i erupted!

in the morning, all that was left was a mess.
it seems as though some orgy took place.
hmmmmm...

Thursday, April 23, 2009

chinese chess.
first thought that comes to mind would be old men at the void deck rotting away and playing to till their graves.

i scream at the thought of being labelled an old man or even a nerd, but still the impulse to play chinese chess is too great. shit.
my friends and i have been playing for the past few days in school whenever we can~the temptation to dominate and crush~! though all i have been doing is mostly losing...

i have finally found some motivation to go to school. chinese chess and eyecandy. i lead a sad life.
i wonder if i will grow old all alone. i will find the perfect one someday, perhaps.

meanwhile, was horrified when my friend accidentally injured eyecandy~! i must have looked extremely silly when i lectured my friend and made a whole hooha out of things. just end the world now, please.

Monday, April 20, 2009

had Skill A today and died terribly~=.=

been thinking of clubbing the whole day but cant think of when is the best time to go...
the thought of blasting music, intoxicating drinks infused into the veins and crazy people letting loose with friends just sets my skin tingling ~=)

hahah SOMEONE gave me the false hope today abt an oreo~!
HOW EVIL~!
my heart got totally crushed~!! =/

hurmz~
i think the celebrating from getting GOLD is getting to me~
i seem to be getting physically weaker as i put on weight~time to train~! =D
hurmz... the last time i actually thought of training...that didnt end up so well...=/

Friday, April 17, 2009

run. stop. positions. sweat glands pumping.

adrenaline rushing thru our body.

enveloped in darkness.

silence.

music. lights blazing.

flurry of actions with one shared consciousness.
for that moment, we were one.
screaming in our hearts.
feel the floor tremble under our might. sub-conciousness took over.
we became the air. smell us tempt you. feel us tantalize your senses. surround you.
leading you to a new level of excitement.

we poured in and took over.
it was not without stomachs flipping over and fingers going cold.
what we have been practising for... this is the moment...nothing else matters...the stage is ours.

it was the touch of a saint which gave us our power.
seniors, teachers and others exclaimed that it was, " GOOD~!"
we thought, " hell yeah~!"

breathless but excited.
the wait was excruciating. scaring ourselves silly with every other schools that we saw.
shining, shimmering; dull, gothic; elegant; silly.
whispered among ourselves.
what would they present that we did not?

alas~!
there was more to come~!
as emotions chewed away relentlessly, we fell victim to self-doubt.
what a sneaky little bastard.

hitting the fast forward, it was time for results.
waiting with bated breath.

linking hands and soul.

GOLD!

we erupted into cheer~!
tears flowed, emotions unleashed and we screamed in triumph~!

great work people. wonder how long i would remain smug about our victory.
1 week? or 2?
haha thats discussion for a later day.
meanwhile...

wooooooo~! what is that pleasant and enticing smell~?!?
ooh.. its just the smell of victory~ =)

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

hey hey hey~!

wasssup y'all
time to give a short update of wats been happening

practice and more practice as usual hahah but for a good reason
COMPETITION IS ON THURSDAY~!!
TMR~!!

guess its time to see if we can beat the titans and achieve our due rewards~ XDD
gogo HEYAHO~!!

Sunday, April 12, 2009

wat a week this was~

the weekend was like a emotional rollercoaster~

practice in the morning on sat~still upset that some parts were cut.
oh well at least things are less tiring now~=.=

was pissed off that some ppl can just assume things...
and no i am not talking abt u cyn~
wats with the trying to beat me down when u guys aint there when i was having my ups and downs~? just cos all u guys went to better schools do you really assume that you are better than me and thats why i cant study? dont assume that i have loads of free time after hearing from people that hardly contact me except perhaps twice a year or NOT AT ALL~?

was suppose to have lunch with a grp of frens on sat but seems like it was on sunday instead so i went back home and slacked around waiting to meet nicholas and company

met around 6plus~? went sakura to eat~
we spammed everything on shishamo~RETARDED i tell you~ LOL
its was like a never-ending river of shishamo~=D
and man the company was good~ we laughed we joked we crapped and chatted
it almost seems like we have known each other for 10 years or more~!

stuffed and stuffed ourselves and finally decided to reluctantly leave sakura when we are like all bulging and hardly able to move~! i was siao enough to eat dessert while they were having main course and main course while they were having desserts~ XDD

met henry and yi (z/c)hao, cant rmb how to spell, but yeah, went to play lan tgt~
played games like l4d, cs, dota, element td, c&c kane's wrath and i think some more~
cant rmb~ and we played from night till morning so yeah~ XDD
it was all good fun and was wat i needed~fun with friends~=D

cabbed home slept till 10 in the morning
forced myself to wake up cos i thot got lunch date with another grp of frens
BUT HEY~!! surprise, wasnt notified of the venue or time when it was changed to sunday from saturday~ so i sat at home waiting and waiting while my mood turned from stoned to freaking hell flabbergasted at myself...how was it that i have made myself vulnerable again?

but hey if i were to confront them i am very sure they will come up with something that will make it look like it was all my fault and i am the one who should worship them~

friends...

decided that people change, things change, perhaps we used to get along... but well times change and guess it was just history...

been watching some snippets of korean drama the last few days and started reminiscing abt my ex, how i miss her...

Friday, April 10, 2009

a sudden 1 week hiatus

haha well i have been away from my whispers for around a week
didnt really realise that it has been this long~!


was just really busy with stuff and by the time i reach home i was beat~lazed around, played some games unwind and went to sleep
that has been the cycle for the past week or so~
practise has gone on and on every single day well except good friday of cos
haha thats why i am here now i suppose~ ^^


oh oh competition is up next thursday and thats really why we have been dragging our sorry asses into one practise after another~=/
which is also the reason why i am so shagged to even club with my dear friends~T.T


abit disappointed with practise though...my role has been reduced based on the imperfections that flawed the synchornisation as a whole...
though i do not shrug the responsibility for the reduced role, i am not wholly to blame...which kinda explains the sore spot in my heart


OHH YES MY EYECANDY~!! WOOOOOOOOOOLALALALALALLALALA
lolx dun bother asking who~ i not telling~^^
100% plus chop, security clearance, locks, vault, zip and key heheh =P


on the final note, went to kk hospital to take a look at the children's wards there and felt kinda sad for some of the terminally ill children and rekindled the desire to have my own platoon of children and a nice loving supportive family~ =D LOL


Saturday, April 4, 2009

i want to complain...
WTH is wrong with some people~?!?

must they find it interesting and fun to spoil other people's fun~?
do they think it is fascinating to do so~?

wat the hell~ not only do you spoil people's time in having fun~you are also making a fool out of urself~!! think so smart right~? if you succeed in getting wat u wanted then i will think differently of you~i will still despise you only cos of the way u do things

BUT if u FAIL in getting wat you want, YOU ARE A LOSER~!! and i will despise you cos of ur horrible methods and ALSO for not getting wat u wanted~LOSER~!!

wat a waste of time getting to know you~

my face is cramped from controlling my temper and smiling back at you~
but hey if i really did punch you in the face that will be poor sportsmanship right~?
and i did try to be civil but u ignored so dun blame me for wat i might do the next time i see you~BIATCH

Friday, April 3, 2009

wednesday thursday friday...

hurm now its 3-in-1~!
lol

cant rmb wat i did on wednesday...
at night went out to st james with bff and her ah beng and lians frens~=.=
zzz~if u all dunno why i zzz or =.= then too bad... ask me by urself

it was ok larhx~ but the atmosphere wasnt there for that day and i tell u the dj was not that good~=.=
keep repeating the same song after 2 or 3 others...
and besides bff i know noone there so abit sianz~

realise there are alot of malays there and a few older ppl~like real older~=x

went for medical appointment again on thursday morning and did lung test and xray~
and have to wait for nxt time to get my results

went school in the afternoon~how foolish of me~ =(
had practise and poof now its friday and i bored at home...