wat a week this was~

the weekend was like a emotional rollercoaster~

practice in the morning on sat~still upset that some parts were cut.
oh well at least things are less tiring now~=.=

was pissed off that some ppl can just assume things...
and no i am not talking abt u cyn~
wats with the trying to beat me down when u guys aint there when i was having my ups and downs~? just cos all u guys went to better schools do you really assume that you are better than me and thats why i cant study? dont assume that i have loads of free time after hearing from people that hardly contact me except perhaps twice a year or NOT AT ALL~?

was suppose to have lunch with a grp of frens on sat but seems like it was on sunday instead so i went back home and slacked around waiting to meet nicholas and company

met around 6plus~? went sakura to eat~
we spammed everything on shishamo~RETARDED i tell you~ LOL
its was like a never-ending river of shishamo~=D
and man the company was good~ we laughed we joked we crapped and chatted
it almost seems like we have known each other for 10 years or more~!

stuffed and stuffed ourselves and finally decided to reluctantly leave sakura when we are like all bulging and hardly able to move~! i was siao enough to eat dessert while they were having main course and main course while they were having desserts~ XDD

met henry and yi (z/c)hao, cant rmb how to spell, but yeah, went to play lan tgt~
played games like l4d, cs, dota, element td, c&c kane's wrath and i think some more~
cant rmb~ and we played from night till morning so yeah~ XDD
it was all good fun and was wat i needed~fun with friends~=D

cabbed home slept till 10 in the morning
forced myself to wake up cos i thot got lunch date with another grp of frens
BUT HEY~!! surprise, wasnt notified of the venue or time when it was changed to sunday from saturday~ so i sat at home waiting and waiting while my mood turned from stoned to freaking hell flabbergasted at myself...how was it that i have made myself vulnerable again?

but hey if i were to confront them i am very sure they will come up with something that will make it look like it was all my fault and i am the one who should worship them~

friends...

decided that people change, things change, perhaps we used to get along... but well times change and guess it was just history...

been watching some snippets of korean drama the last few days and started reminiscing abt my ex, how i miss her...