confessions of a confused heart

i like you... alot.
yet u doubt me.
my heart aches to love.
yet my mind tells me to wise up.

i confessed.
yet you left me clouded.
past experiences told me to give up.
yet my emotions told me to perservere.

u walk past me and my heart starts beating.
a flick of ur hair and my nose starts tingling.
a smile from you gives me a rush.
a life with you is all i can ask for.

perhaps it was infatuation.
perhaps it was the hormones raging.
perhaps i have been lonely for too long.
yet all i want is to give things a try.

but alas, there is someone else for you.
over the seas and above others.
stealing your heart from plain sight.
as i stood, crying.

u walk past me and my heart starts beating.
a flick of ur hair and my nose starts tingling.
a smile from you gives me a rush.
a life with you is all i can ask for.

so tell me now.
and tell me straight.
do i stand a chance against the titan.
or have i been fighting a losing battle?

like a fool i must have looked.
silly as can be in your eyes.
yet wat i hope,
is not to be entangled in a web of lies.

u walk past me and my heart starts beating.
a flick of ur hair and my nose starts tingling.
a smile from you gives me a rush.
a life with you is all i can ask for.

holding true to wat i believe,
that you are the one who might set me free.
struggling to keep it all sane,
as i watch other guys get close to you.

this seems so much like a fairytale,
for it is all so surreal.
and so i hope with all my heart,
that this may be a happily ever after...