tuesday

hurmz i just realised that my current trend is to post every 2 days~o.o

i didnt even notice... and it most definitely is not done on purpose...

guess i lost my motivation to do anything these days...



went for medical appointment today for my sunken chest...

all these while i thought it was cos i wasnt sitting right or i was hunching...

upon inspection it was revealed to me that it was a real medical deformity...

pectus excavatum...thats what its called...

haiz~doc told me it was permanent...even if i work out or something...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pectus_excavatum



so now you know one more thing abt me... haiz~

having a bad cough and flu... it is annoying... i can use up to 4 packets of tissues while in school...



while i was at the CGH, saw something interesting...

was surprised to see a prisoner there...
i guess living in a relatively safe country we take things for granted and dont realise that there are actually criminals out there...
whereas if they deserve a second chance~it is not in my position to comment...


wednesday

was dying in sch today due to my poor health...

i desperately need some form of motivation...
barely surviving in sch...
everything seems so bleak and morbid...

showcase was messy... as usual...

while waiting... it started to rain...
sat down and looked into the rain...sighed...