hahah woke up relatively early today~was supposed to meet babe for movie today but timings were crappy so decided against it~ LOL
so stayed home and watched tv and played games... wat games~? dota lorhx~ wat else~ lol~
soon it started raining cats and dogs...
as i looked out of the window, i started to emo.
i wondered... wat was the meaning of my life~?
was there anything worth living for~? or rather, was my life up to this point a fruitful one~?
wat have i done or accomplished~?
i have going down on a downward slope and think it is abt time to pick myself up and roll up my socks.
but is it too late~?
lol studies wise i have still yet to do anything substantial~in fact i was supposed to be finishing a paper by today cos monday have lessons...ended up slacking whole day~lol
slowly, i started thinking abt relationships~
LOL yes i have been doing that alot recently... i wonder...
every single time that i seem to think that i have grasped the fundamentals of the whole shebang, the checking of true feelings, the i-can-see-that-u-want-to-use-me-as-a-toy, the this-is-just-an-illusion-u-dunno-wat-u-are-thinking-cos-u-aint-good-enuff, and watnot, i seem to unravel a brand new spectrum of events and emotional potholes~
LOL~ not that i am complaining that my life sucks...ok maybe i am...
i shall complain abt the lack of a love life, or at the very least the lack of a concrete love life
concrete being the relationship being there for the sake of love and not of the threads that trail behind...
hahah well i am crapping so much that i have NO idea what i am saying anymore...
anyway the gist is that... hey... when can i find my damsel in distress, princess beautiful (hehe guess where i got tt from~? DUH...prince charming...=x), maiden in shiny apron(no offense intended...and no prizes for guessing where the reference is from...=.=)~??O.O
then i watched forbes top 20 under 25, and i started to sulk... damn why are all those people so fraking rich~?? come on share some of that wealth and popularity with me~! if i cant make ppl fall in love with me at least they can fall in love with my money~! LOL nah just joking~=P
but seriously~dun you ever dream that sometimes YOU are the particular millionaire/ss or actor/actress~ HECK i do it ALL the time~! lol
guzzling that champagne, riding around in a jet ski in ur own private lake then rushed off in ur jet plane to some exotic soft white beach for a long relaxing massage and spa before dressing up for a party on the beach for bbq, steaks, seafood fresh out of the water and a long bar with all ur friends enjoying the night sky with the campfire crackling and the mariachi band playing in the background churning up a festive and lively atmosphere~
haha~ ^^ did i just make your mouths water or wat~?! =D
slacked around the "mansion" and all the while smsing babe~ XDD
something that babe and cindy said made me wonder...
yes yes its back to guys and girls... LOL
first, before i get to what they said,... girls intend for guys to be gentlemanly yeah~? but how many of them act the way of a lady~? who are the gentlemen suppose to be court if there are no ladies out there~? and vice versa~ so stop complaining that there aint any gentlemen left out there when there aint any ladies out there either~!
babe said something abt looks, insides and females having abs...O.O
HAHA if the first thing u think of when u see females having abs is the HUGE BUFF FEMALE BODYBUILDER, then HIGH5~!! =P
gosh scary~!! hehe~^^
so is it a case of gender reversal when since prehistorically, man are more buff and females more emotional and yet in this era man are more emotional(in certain case) and females more buff~? (also in certain cases)
well then~when can we expect guys to give birth~?
how abt courtship~? how does a guy fall for a girl~? or even considers a girl~?
is it the looks or wats inside~? character and personality~? is every girl pretty in her own right~?
personally i prefer character and personality and while to be honest i am a guy so hey yeah looks matter too~! ( hold ur horses~! let me finish) but as long as she is fine and note that i say fine and not hideous or gorgeous, i wouldnt mind cos hey u cant blame me since i gotta see that image for god knows how long~!
but of cos PRIORITY goes to character and personality~(and now you can torture me)
are u reading this babe~? XDD
oh and another thing... dun u get annoyed when a girl/guy that u like or is interested in happens to like another guy/gal or is still clinging on to that scrap of past memory~? haha i think of it as sweet and loyal~ but it seems to have an affinity with me...=.=
so wats the best thing i do~? i usually walk off~=D
at least i leave with my dignity intact~well MOST of the times~ =x
then cindy said something abt a fren ask her out but didnt sms her details then she didnt want to sms that fren so end up didnt go out ...=.=
first reaction was...WTH~??
are girls so reliant on being spoonfed in a r/s or f/s that they cant take the first move~?
i mean like... if the fren didnt sms me the details i will still like sms and ask if the outing is still on or something right~? so why is it so hard for girls to do so~?
(oh this is not the first time i heard this happening but from diff ppl~so yeah~ =.=)
haha try not to kill me kay ppl~? =)
just a rant by a silly dreamer~ ^^
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